Whoa Time Warpy

Now that, was weird. I just woke up from going to sleep at 4 pm (I'll explain why after this) and I looked at my clock and my watch which both said 7:58 and I thought it was morning. My thought was that I had fallen asleep while lounging in my bed which I remember, and then I never changed, and instead of using a pillow to lay my head on I had a stuffed dog(I'll explain later) anyway I thought it was morning also because the light that was coming in, from my shade covered window and from the bathroom window as I got up to degrogitize, was in similar amount as that in the morning. Of course, due to grogginess I didn't realize that the sun was on the wrong side for morning time. Yeah. Then I went downstairs hoping to talk to mom while she had her morning coffee. We were talking and I was a little confused at why she didn't have pajamas on and instead wore her clothes from the previous day also. Or at least I thought that it was the previous day. I then promptly asked for her to hand me a creme filled donut and she asked me if I actually wanted that for dinner. Yeah. Dinner? I shook my head no. I need breakfast. I thought maybe she was saying dinner because I hadn't had any yesterday. But then it somehow clicked and I went oooooh! and chuckled for about 5 minutes. Yeah. Smart right? But now I'm still a little deranged. Shakes head* That was so weird.

This morning we finished up a sleepover around 11. A few of us night owls having gone to bed at 3. That includes me. This is why I was tired enough to take a nap at 4 and to sleep for about four hours. This also explains the confusion. Also the reason for a stuffed animal as my pillow, I left my pillows downstairs after sleeping on them for the sleepover and I was too lazy to go get them so I just grabbed my dog and snore and sleep we go. And of course I'm also sick which also explains my sleepiness. My voice sounds screechy and ...odd. It's really annoying because until I can raise my voice again without it breaking or going silent I don't feel I can be taken seriously. Man, I can't get over how confused I am right now. Mom's getting Steak and Shake for dinner. Shakes head again* I'm a little apprehensive about getting to sleep tonight. I have a feeling I may have trouble getting to sleep seeing as I've already had about half a quota meant to make up for yesterday that is still keeping with me. Maybe I'll just roam outdoors in the cool dark night air. Even though I'm not fond of being alone in the dark in my house, I really like being outside in I suppose semi-darkness with other people or alone. It makes me feel so free of scrutiny. I'm kinda tired though. I'm goin' outside in little bit. I like the evening and the morning in the summer because they're the coolest times of day. Morning is my favorite time though because everyone is still asleep but ready to wake up and I like it when I wake up before everyone else so I get to experience that quiet calm before the day moves on. And it's always cool and sort of damp and in the morning I feel all happy after having rested up. Anyway, Mom's back. Time for... dinner. Shakes head*

Yay! Free!

Yessss! School is officially...out! Summertime, finally! Yay! I am so happy to be free. Unfortunately though, I have a sore throaght. Ow. Sigh* Oh well! Aaaah. It feels good to be home. I can't wait to spend my school-less summer days lounging, playing, and creating. Thank goodness for the break. Oh ya, last night my mom and I went to Goodwell and got and XXL black t-shirt and I cut strips at the sides and cut around at the top and tied the side strips and now I've created a dress/shirt. It's pretty cool and I'm really happy how it turned out. Soooo... I'm bored. Oh well, talk to ya'll later!

One Season Closed Another Open

I am just absolutely elated. I am soooo exited about summer break being so close. Only Tuesday Wednesday and Thursday and then, yay, it'll be summer. No school, thank goodness! Freedom from tests, homework and all those other academic aversions that keep me from cooking up ideas and schemes and getting to do what I want to, when I want to. I just can't wait to be unbound from the shackles of school and set free. Ok, I suppose I'm being a little bit harsh, but man, I am so happy to be getting a break! I love summer. Swimming, playing with friends, riding bikes, aaaah such a wonderful season. This school year has really gone by fast though. It feels like it happened much shorter than usual. But I don't mind, let's just hope summer break doesn't speed by in a similar manner. Oh yeah, I just remembered. I've just finished the book Twilight by Stephenie Meyer in the three book series and it was really good. Sheen had suggested it to me as have other people before and I finally decided to read it because it looked pretty interesting. Anyway for awhile I've been wanting to read it but haven't been able to find it anywhere. At school they had 3 copies of each book in the series and they had all been checked out and at the library every single one of the 13 copies they had of each book in the series(39 books!!!) were all checked out. Not until later had I been talking to my mom and found out there had been an article in the paper about the writer and those books among others she'd witten. Which explains the dramatic increase in fans of the book. So since they don't have copies of the book at the library we went to Borders yesterday and I got me a book called Twilight by Stephenie Meyer.(thanks to Natalie for getting me a gift card for Borders for my b-day otherwise I wouldn't have gotten to get the book) And that's how my past week and weekend has gone. Oh yeah, other than that we've spent the three day weekend(thank you memorial day!) putting in flowers and mulch and various other gardening things also including mowing. So yeah, that's it. I'm done. It's basically moot point. That is it. Yeah. That is all, thank you. Okay? Done. Done-zo. DunDunDunnyDun...Done. Finished. Fin. Finito. Aur revoir. See ya. Bye. Done!! That is it!!!!!! Oh yeah, here's a poem I wrote about summer. It isn't very good because I wrote it in around 3 seconds but I thought I'd see what ya'll think. Yeah.... Okay.


Summer Comes and Passes By
Alas our year ends
School closes and we relax
Work relents
We are free
As the fleeting days of responsibility
Fade away
Untied, unbound, taken from our shackles
Set on our journey
What to make of this amazing freedom
I know
To spend it sparingly
For summer days shall fade away
Just the same

... .. ... Done.

That Could Never Happen

I'm feeling a little afraid. Maybe apprehensive. We had a ton of yard work to do today and some other things need fixing. The reason I'm afraid is that my mom said we might have to move. We'd still stay here but we'd be in a smaller less upkeep house is what she said. I can tell she's really overreacting because we just haven't had a very good day, but even the thought of moving makes me sad. Today's been really hard. Even though I know we won't be moving, the fact that it would be easier if we did is sad. I've lived in this house for my entire life and I'm not going anywhere. I know for sure we aren't moving. In my opinion it would be harder to move and sell the house than to stay here. It's just, scary. Mainly I'm sort of fearful because I've never even thought of moving, that we'd never do that, but then I'd never thought of ever being without my dad, that that would never happen, and it did. The prospect of living in another house just seems so inconceivable. Anyway after such a great week this weekend has been very melancholy. Good things never last. At least the end of the year is near. But somehow it seems that promises some troubles just like everything else does.

Stuffed To The Brim

I haven't much to post about. I've been having a pretty good week. My frame of mind has stayed very pleasant, and I've not had a bad day yet. Somehow by the time we get to science I'm happy. After math and taking a break at lunch and after science all I have is band, Spanish, and art. All of which I really enjoy. Plus the days seem to be speeding by, and soon we'll have a summer to celebrate. Auugh my stomach hurts. I just ate two big bowlfuls of egg noodles and boy, I shouldn't have. I'm so stuffed. I was thinking and I have to say I much prefer typing than writing. I can type so much more than I can write because my hand doesn't cramp or get tired as easily. It's nice to have keyboards and computers and all of the rest of technology. Although it's not really nice for me to have an iPod because, I don't have one. I wish I did though. Or at least an mp3 player like a Sansa or something. Ah well. I'm afraid I must stop my stomach is hurting again. Augh, I feel so bloated. Tooo much fooooood. Yawn*

Burning Butterscotch

Sooooo... Hmmm. Well on Tuesday night mom and I tried(unsuccessfully) to each make a butterscotch pie. We were making one for her friend's dad who's sick. Mom had wanted to make one first for us to try and to see how to do the recipe and then make the one to give away but we ended up each making one. Unfortunately, mom's butterscotch burned and so we traded so she could work with the good butterscotch, but then when we went to do some other stuff and then add in the milk to the butterscotch(melted brownsugar and butter) it crystalized and got hard and we had to melt it all over again. Eventually we got them melted again but long story short we finished the pies but they tasted burntish. So in replacement we drove over to MCL and bought one of their pies. And, instead of putting the burnt butterscotch into my pie crust we through it out and got some bannana pudding and filled it with that and sliced bannanas. Yummy! Otherwise, not much has been going on. Oh, but I am going to Cincinnati tomorrow.

Mondays Weekend Too

Yay for three day weekends. Without them I would perish. I'm really happy about how mines been going, Yesterday mom and I spent the day running errands and shopping which was nice. We ended up buying a hammock which we've been wanting to get for awhile. It's now set up in our basement because it was rainy yesterday and even though we wanted to get it out we didn't want to get it wet. So I got it out in the basement. It's really really big though. We didn't realize the size of what we'd bought until we put it up. Anyway, I think I'll take it apart and move it outside later. Oh ya. My guitar got here on Thursday and I've been playing around with it since. I'm really happy about my purchase. I've never taken lessons before and I don't plan to though. I'm just going to be playing around with it, and reading about it online. Today is a good day. It's really nice and sunny out, and the temp is although chilly probably gonna get a bit warmer. Sigh* I love three day weekends. Even on Sunday I don't have to worry about how I'll spend my day, because I still have Monday to laze around on too.