Poor Little Sheen

Guys I'm just making this to remind you that sheen does have her new blog. I feel bad becuase no one seems to be commenting on it and she's mad a couple fine new posts. I have the link to her site in the corner. One post rises for a small debate perhaps. May not though.

Tradition

My mom and I just finished watching Fiddler on the Roof and I really enjoyed it. Since that is what the musical is going to be this year we decided to rent it. I wish so desperately that I could get a leading part in it when I try out(I'm trying out for the play yes) but really we're just beginners. 6th graders never get the good parts. Alas I will work on my vocals and memorization and hope and pray to do well. At least I have awhile seeing as the musical isn't until spring. Anyway about the movie it is great and you guys ought to get it(I got it from the public library) The only thing is you better keep some free time open because it's a little more that 2 hours. Ack! I now have my favorite song from the movie that was repeated many times 'Tradition'.

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Pinky Ring at Joann's

My mom and I went to Joann Fabrics today after cross country. We were there to get some fabrics for a costume we're working on. On our way to the check out counter there were these cute $1 rings. I was trying them on trying to find one that fit me in the kind I liked. I stuck one on my finger and it pushed back a little to far ao that...well...it stuck. I was standing there yanking at it and twisting it while my finger was turning purple and I finally got it off! Later on I found one that I thought fit me so as we were in the check out line I put it on because I liked it so much and twist it's stuck. Oh great that again. Now this time it was really stuck!!! The cashier just clipped off the tag and ran that through the scanner to buy it. I was twisating and turning tugging and pulling, my finger was get sweaty and swollen. I ended up spitting on my finger and sliding it off. I am now wearing it as a pinky ring...Ouch!

Balance

I wish I could have a balance in my life where I enjoy everything. Not that it is superb or awesome and fun everyday but not that I'm super bored either. Right now I've stuck myself in the frame of mind and that's how things are anyway that I'm bored all week and I greatly look forward to weekends and times when something big is going down. I don't like living like this. Rather than being less than happy most of the time and experience occasions that I've really been looking forward to and I have a great time that seem to end right away, I want to balance it out and be happy all the time and even if that meant no big happy exciting days I wouldn't mind. Of course this can't really happen but at least I can try to get out of the boredom mindset.

Got Back Yesterday

I just got back yesterday but was to tired to post right away. I had a lot of fun. The main theme of camp was survivor. So for instance we had to build a fire tall enough to burn through a piece of twine threaded above the pit. We also did this cool leather craft where when we got to camping we got a leather arrowhead with string so that we could each make an 'immunity' necklace. Then later on when we did an activity we'd get a specific color of bead, one for each girl in the troop. At the time when we did crafts we got to make a design on our arrowhead medallions. It was really cool cause we got to hammer metal designs onto the leather to imprint the designs. I had a lot of fun overall.

BYE!

Well guys I'm off now for camping! You won't be able to contact me till Sunday so buh-bye! I'll fill you all in when I get back. See ya!

Camping!

I'm going...camping camping camping...lalala...camping camping camping...lalala...camping camping campiiiiiing..lalala..caaaaaam-ping

It's with girl scout troop. I'm gonna have to mis cross country today because even though practice ends early at 4:30 everyone's coming over to our house at 4:45 which really doesn't give me much time. Anyway toodle-loo I'm off to go pack.

I Needed the Weekend All Week

I have been looking forward to the weekend all week. I'm getting tired and bored with school and because of cross county I have no time to play around after school, only do my homework and eat. I soooooo happy that it's friday. Monk and Phsyc are on in a couple ours I'm going out to dinner with my mom spencer and my grandparents who came back up this weekend. I know you're thinking weren't they just here? Well they're here for my mom's birthday and my grandpa used to be in a band that is now haveing a reunion, he plays trombone. Anyway were going to be celebrating my mom's birthday all weekend and right now I gotta go 'cause we're going out to dinner.

Poems Attitude

It makes me feel really good to write all these poems it's good to vent my feelings even if it's just rambling at times.



Forgetful of what I have done
Don't forget it everyone
No it's always there for you see
Don't forget of what is me

Poems

I feel like writing a poem or two... and that's what I shall do!
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I miss the life that lived here once
It's been and gone for many months
I cry and weep and shed my tears
I fear what comes in later years
And then I think to what it'd say
If it saw me this very day
Forget me not
And you will see
That I live on in memory
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I feel afraid of the hole in me
A void so big that the stars can see
It hurts me bad
It makes me cry
I constantly ask myself why oh why
Why am I left without someone I love
Why is he gone, living above
Why does this happen to those who are good
Why 'did' it happen, I never thought it would
Nobody knows the answers to why
But I wish I did cause it's making me cry
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High

I'm in a creative mood. I feel like planning at the moment. Planning in the sense of figuring out plans. I love to plan for parties and stuff. When I'm older and have loads of money and I'm rich and famous I'm going to throw the best parties the Hamptons have ever seen.(I plan to party mainly in the summer at my beach house along with the rest of my celebrity buddies) When I'm not there I'll be either at my mansion in Beverly Hills throwing loud and awesome rock out parties or at my humble abode back home in Indy taking my time and resting. Aaah, my life is gonna be great.

Anyway now that I've finished my little day dream I'd like to mention Cross Country. It was great today! There were 17 teams including us and it was great. Cheering on everyone else and not to mention when I actually ran. It was a fantastic course.(mainly because it was so flat) My time was 16 minutes and around 17 seconds. I beat my previous time by 4 minutes!!!! I'm seriously happy. I understand that it was very cool out and also it was a simple course but either way I feel positively jovial about it. See that how good it's making me feel, I said jovial. I never say jovial. Whoopee!