The Well

I'm tired but I feel like posting. Spencer and I got in a big fight yesterday and he threw a mini pumpkin(the kind the size of a small fist) at me. I actually didn't kick or hit him and didn't even want to. It's a long story. Best not to tell you. Anyway to get the anger out of my system I took a bike ride to the flowing well. Really what I was feeling was more of a spew of my emotions coming out in anger and sadness. So I put my bike up and walked inside to my favorite place in there. It's a little area that isn't really far in but still takes a while to get to. I walked there with Sasha awhile after I found out about my dad. It just makes me feel better to let it out there because it's so peacful. So I hopped across the rocks in the creek to my little spot on the bench and let out my tears. If you were facing me from the other side of the bank you would see the the thin little brook/creek that goes around the entire park and across it are some stepping stones, to get to the other side with out getting wet, then you'd see two logs and a big slab of flat rock to step on on the other bank, which is usually quite muddy, and then you'd see the park path which, in the case that your on the bank opposite it which is what I've described you would see a small wooden bench directly across from you. I believe it is a very pretty place. Someday I'll show you guys where it is maybe we could all make some cult that visits there once a month or something. On to the story. So there I was sitting on a bench in the middle of the park crying. It took awhile but after about 10 minutes I felt a lot better. I have been having many feelings about my dad recently and a lot of those came out with my crying. I think I wasn't crying about just Spencer but more everything causing me distress recently especially my dad. Anyway I'm happy and I think I'm feeling better than I did yesterday because of it.