Poems Attitude

It makes me feel really good to write all these poems it's good to vent my feelings even if it's just rambling at times.



Forgetful of what I have done
Don't forget it everyone
No it's always there for you see
Don't forget of what is me

Poems

I feel like writing a poem or two... and that's what I shall do!
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I miss the life that lived here once
It's been and gone for many months
I cry and weep and shed my tears
I fear what comes in later years
And then I think to what it'd say
If it saw me this very day
Forget me not
And you will see
That I live on in memory
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I feel afraid of the hole in me
A void so big that the stars can see
It hurts me bad
It makes me cry
I constantly ask myself why oh why
Why am I left without someone I love
Why is he gone, living above
Why does this happen to those who are good
Why 'did' it happen, I never thought it would
Nobody knows the answers to why
But I wish I did cause it's making me cry
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High

I'm in a creative mood. I feel like planning at the moment. Planning in the sense of figuring out plans. I love to plan for parties and stuff. When I'm older and have loads of money and I'm rich and famous I'm going to throw the best parties the Hamptons have ever seen.(I plan to party mainly in the summer at my beach house along with the rest of my celebrity buddies) When I'm not there I'll be either at my mansion in Beverly Hills throwing loud and awesome rock out parties or at my humble abode back home in Indy taking my time and resting. Aaah, my life is gonna be great.

Anyway now that I've finished my little day dream I'd like to mention Cross Country. It was great today! There were 17 teams including us and it was great. Cheering on everyone else and not to mention when I actually ran. It was a fantastic course.(mainly because it was so flat) My time was 16 minutes and around 17 seconds. I beat my previous time by 4 minutes!!!! I'm seriously happy. I understand that it was very cool out and also it was a simple course but either way I feel positively jovial about it. See that how good it's making me feel, I said jovial. I never say jovial. Whoopee!

I'm tired.

YAY MONK AND PHSYC ARE ON SOON!!!!!! I'm tired but that(and homemade chocolate mousse whipped cream silk pie with homemade crust)really cheers me up! I'm also getting tired out by cross country and the build up stress of school and the on and off bursts of saddness about my dad(I've had a couple at school(hopefully nobody saw)and stuff)I'm really getting overwhelmed! I could use a chocolate bar right now. I also have this pimple right above my lip that's been bugging me. Neeeeed chocolate bar or !homemade chocolate mousse whipped cream silk pie with homemade crust! or maybe some milk, or marshmallo- well no milk and hershey chocolate bar would be best. Gotta go pee bye!

Bentlemister!!!

My grandpa arrived here at my house yesterday after a road trip coming up from Florida. Along with him came Bentley!!!! My grandparents golden retriever/poodle. I'm soooo happy that they're here. I'll have to post some pictures of Winston and Bentley later on. They do the cutest things!!!!! Well that's about it... oh ya! Guess what I got! .. ... .. .. ... ... ...don't know? ... ... ... .. I got!!!!.. ... !!! .. ... a cold. It's minor but my nose is all congested and dry and hot, and my head hurts a little. Otherwise I'm semi-alright.

School

I'm sorry I haven't posted but after what happened andthe beginning of school I just haven't had time. I have had a really great start of school. The first day was kinda boring though. Anyway I just got a letter about Cotillion and they have 30 girls and only 21 boys that means we need only 9 more sixth grade boys. So eric if you know of the guys who might want to do Cotillion tell them. So otherwise that's it.

Blah Blah Boring

I'm bored. I have nothing to write about other than school coming up soon. I am getting more and more nervous...and excited. I'm bored. And tired. See I posted Laura.... anyway. it's real late. I'm tired.

. . . . . . . . . . . . *sniffle*sniff*yaaawn*SNAAAGH*SNORE!* . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

. . .gnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. . .

*drip* *drrip* *drrrrip* ... .. ... .. ... .... .. ... .... *plop* *snooooore!* *sssssnnnogh* *ssssnnnogh*

*plop* *plop* ............ gnaaaaaaahhh*. . . *sniffle*... gasp! *choke* choke* . . . I'm up! I'm up! Who?! What!? Where?! HUH?!?! ... ... .. .. .... oh.. ... .. ...sorry I fell aslee- wait a sec is that...ewww! I guess I was slobbering drool on the computer.